Ghaddul Bashar

"Sesungguhnya bukanlah mata itu yang buta tetapi hati yang letaknya di dalam jasad itu yang buta"

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH..

This morning instead of treating orthodontic patients I ended up with OPD(outpatient). Quite tiring since such long ago I didn't practice extraction and so on. Ghezz..I hate when it happened~I break the teeth, trying so hard to make sure the remaining to be taken out...

'Look inside into your tiny head, look harder'

'Forget yesterday, we'll make a great escape'

Emotionally unstable currently. Like a big wave suddenly splash all over. Ha! I was too anxious for anotheroncall week, I want to go back home but something not pleased happened. Nevermind, just go with the flow.Half of me suddenly drifted, while other half continue doing work~ bonded the bracket, change achwire, activateappliances and so on. The hand and mind obediently did all these things. I've to find something that coulddistract mind, kalaulah Kuching ni banyak tempat nak pergi kan bagus! ...'Dr bersyukurlah' Albert menegur. Tersentak saya, malu juga bilamana yang non muslim pula menegur. Alhamdulillah, saya berdoa agar satu hari nanti Allah buka hidayah untuknya dan keluarga.

"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amal-amal soleh, mereka diberi petunjuk oleh Tuhanmereka kerana keimanan mereka, di bawah mereka mengalir sungai-sungai di dalam syurga yang penuh kenikmatan" Surah Yunus: 9

Asal balik kerja, mesti saya kena tidur. Sungguhpun tidur selepas Asar tak elok, mendatangkan keburukan. But I can'thelp. So exhausted, sebab kerja tak banyak. Hee...tak tau bersyukur lagi ni. Banyak patient pun tak best, sikit pun sama.Average is good anyway. Lupa nak ucapkan tahniah kepada Doktor-doktor Medic USM batch junior saya 2009 kerana dah ber'title'kan Dr di hadapan. Ingat amanah ini berat, perjalanan masih jauh banyak yang pahit melukakan di depan. Persiapkan jiwa agar kental menerima cabaran. Yang rezekinya ditahankan oleh Allah, jangan berputus asa~ benda yang ada dihadapan lebih baik dari kita sendiri sangkakan.

Pengakhirannya adalah kemanisan!

'Senyum di kala susah, itu tanda ketabahan'

'We'll do it all, everything..on our own. We don't need anything, or anyone.'
So numb here. Silent. Wish I could dive down under the blue sea. Talk to fish, seaweed, reef and even water if they could understand.Since I don't understand myself, so I don't put much hope that others can too. Haha..Seize the moment.

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