Sepi

Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku

Kekasihku, syurgaku

Tanpa dia,
malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku
Bulan jangan biar siang,
biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

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That was my decision. I cannot turn back and cannot even talk about it deeply. The decision was made not for myself, not for my happiness but someone else and everyone else. It is not fair to letting other happiness gone just for the sake of yours. Do they have gut to stay and waiting for something that they didn't deserve except the best one? This is my story, and I'm married to it.