Assalamualaikum wbt,

First of all, alhamdulillah a'la kulli hal. Sebaik-baik perancang ada Allah dan Dia jua yang menentukan yang terbaik di sisi hamba-hambaNYA. Mustahil bagiNYA untuk memberikan yang buruk-buruk kepada hambaNYA. Suka atau tidak, sukar atau senang ujian Allah sentiasa datang dalam berbagai-bagai bentuk.

"Oleh itu, hendaklah engkau (Wahai Muhammad) sentiasa teguh berdiri di atas jalan yang betul sebagaimana yang diperintahkan kepadamu.." - Surah Hud, Ayat 112

I don't talk when lose so do I when I succeed..because this journey still have long way to go. Theoritical you're 'damn' so good but that doesn't mean you can play a role as a safe doctor anyway. So, only The Almighty can give and lead us to the right and safe path. Be close to HIM, soon He will (and always) be close to us. No matter how much and how big the work you do, if the intention is none that lead to HIM sincerely, there are useless. Put HIM first...

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman!Jika kamu menolong (agama) Allah,nescaya Dia akan menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu" -Surah Muhammad,Ayat 7

to my fellow collegues, friends and everyone~forgive me if I've done something that hurt you, correct me if I'm wrong and guide me to the Jannah..the place hereafter that I dream of..and I just want to see HIM..my ALMIGHTY CREATOR. Allahuakbar!

p/s: soon (even rite now) I already missing you all my friends~i dedicated this song to you:

The long and winding road that leads to your door,
Will never disappear,
I've seen that road before It always leads me here,
leads me to your door.

The wild and windy night the rain washed away,
Has left a pool of tears crying for the day.
Why leave me standing here, let me know the way
Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
Anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried, but
Still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to you door
....