Ghaddul Bashar

"Sesungguhnya bukanlah mata itu yang buta tetapi hati yang letaknya di dalam jasad itu yang buta"

Friday, June 27, 2008


“Setiap perkara dan kejadian ada hikmatnya, tetapi hikmat itu adalah suatu hikmat ghaib yang amat mendalam dan mungkin tidak ternampak kepada pandangan manusia yang singkat.” (Muqadimah Fil Zilal Al Quran)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Saya Sudah Jatuh Cinta ?


Kata orang-orang tua, 'dari mata jatuh ke hati'. Itukah tafsiran dan proses sebuah cinta? Adakah ianya termaktub hanya untuk definisi 'love at the first sight' atau cinta pandang pertama? Saya pun tak percaya. Ingat juga masa di Maahad dulu, sekumpulan pelajar universiti( u mana,saya rahsiakan), mengedarkan a set of questionnaires pada form five berkaitan dengan cinta. Saya tak punya hati mahu menjawab soalan itu, maksud saya adakah pelajar U masa itu punya mentaliliti dan pemikiran setakat itu shj? Hilang sudah respect dan kekaguman pada mereka yang sepatutnya menonjolkan kewibawaan dan ketokohan sebagai mahasiswa. Tapi hairan juga melihat kawan-kawan yang lain beria-ia menjawab. Saya hanya jenguk-jenguk melihat apa jawapan mereka.
Salah satunya yang masih saya ingat; apakah perkara pertama yang anda lihat sebelum jatuh hati pada pasangan anda? Ada yang jawab ; rupa, attitude, harta dan sebagainya. Amat murah kalau cinta dipandang dan dinilai sedemikian, tapi itulah manusia. Siapalah saya untuk mengkritik manusia, kerana saya juga adalah seorang manusia. Apapun saya punya prinsip dan nilaian saya tersendiri terhadap cinta.
"It is impossible to love and to be wise.Natural abilities are like natural plants, that need pruning by study; and studies themselves do give forth directions too much at large, except they be bounded in by experience"-- Francis Bacon
Fitrah manusia memang memerlukan cinta, cuma aturannya ada priority. Ada cinta yang perlu diutamakan dan ada cinta hanya perlu dikesampingkan. Cinta pada Pencipta itu yang diutamakan tapi sekaligus tidak menafikan cinta sesama manusia. Dan seiring dengan cinta perlu ada pengorbanan. Seorang ayah sanggup berkorban demi mencari rezeki untuk anak-anaknya, seorang sahabat rela mengalah demi sahabatnya yang lain, seorang ahli berkorban masa dan fikirannya demi kelangsungan sebuah organisasi yang dianggotainya. Semua itu bukti sebuah kecintaan. Kalau anda tak mahu berkorban, lupakanlah sahaja segala cinta yang anda impikan.
Apapun, cintailah seseorang berpada-pada dan sekalipun membenci jangan melampau batasan.
QuoTes of the Day
Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss it you will land among the stars. -- Les Brown
Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men! Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for power equal to your tasks. -- Phillips Brooks

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

Coming Home

Assalamualaikum wbt,
Alhamdulillah, dah sampai ke the most cosy place ever; home sweet home. 2 weeks of tortures and boring-life I would say. Enough is enough. From Bangi to Malacca to visit healthy and another cutie-pie in this family, Aqil. He's got a dimple on his left cheek and fairest skin among us. Jeleousy enveloped us..hehe. Then, from Bangi to Perak. I would said the timing is not correct.Sekarang semua pokok buah-buahan tgh berbuah dan hanya tunggu nk ranum masak aje kat dusun dan sekitar rumah opah. Fews squirrels dah pun mencabar kewibawaan dan kesabaran kami, apa ni...melantak sebelum tuan punya. Ish,,ish. Macam-macam ada, nampaknya tak sempat jugak kitaorg nk panjat and bgayut kat pokok rambutan(kat pokok durian apa kejadahnya yeop,maunya dihempap durian).Siap jalan2 kat Teluk Intan which formerly known as Teluk Anson and known after her Menara condong.Abang kata at least dpt jgk tengok menara ni walaupun tak dapat gi tengok Menara condong Pisa, Italy.

Four of us naik kete, of course memang havoc and dipenuhi dengan lawak-lawak masing-masing. Tiba-tiba jadi rindu pada kenangan masa kecil-kecil dulu . Semua org asyik kenakan saya,apa kes.Round2 putrajaya slps tlepas lane yg nak naik highway ke Ipoh.Hmm,too much to say and tell about but my head and body still aching. Drive gilir2 dgn mak ayah from Perak to Kelantan. I took over from Kuala Kangsar-Lenggong-Gerik- Tasik Banding..huahua,mcabar sungguh tapi sgt best memotong trailer yang panjang itu tp yg tak bestny banyak betul polis buat roadblock. Semua org rungsing pasal minyak yg naik, abang cakap minyak boleh naik until RM 5 perlitre..this is what his friends who work at Petronas said...true or not we'll see. Aduh, nampaknya..kena tunggu 3 bulan keje nampakny br blh beli kete sendiri.

Dan 2 budak yang kerek lagi poyo ; Yeop aka Che Mat dan Kimi ..oo sukalah kenakan cousin mu yang sungguh naive ini. Anyway, its good to have them around. I got plenty ideas nk kenakan diorang balik masa raya nanti..hihi.Siap hang..cheq kenakan nanti.

Friday, June 06, 2008

Get Going Gone

For this mean time, I'll be away for some refreshment and tafakur..Till then,enjoy life and work hard.

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Monday, June 02, 2008

Join me..playing with 'bedak'

Assalamualaikum wbt,
Holiday..oh holiday. I'm end up with doing nothing except attending several wedding ceremony in a row.Yesterday, alhamdulillah I met my sweet2 best friend during her bro-in law wedding. Huhu..a mom-2-be in 2 months times insyaAllah, happy to see her again..of course, a lot to share and talk about..so relieve!Oh, I dont take to heart when everyone start to raise this common question~bila nak kawin?'. I just smile sheepishly as usual..oh alot to think of lately..but no conclution yet..haha so what the purpose I thinking about it then?

This week, I had to make some visit to KL.Yup,KL is our second house for some reasons. But, for sure, KL life is not suit at all. Preferably~Perak;my father's hometown..but foremost of course Kelantan Darul Naim. Boxes of books need to be settle down first.After 5 years, I barely had to admit that I wasted bundles of papers for no purpose of drawings, poems...even short essays.Unfortunetly, I had to get rid of them. Last day in USMKK really get me into tears,after 5 years..5 years, time flew quickly.

Having hard times in exams, clinic and during presentation that had been the most valuable and priceless moments. Do I have the guts to undergo this once again.Well,let se after I polish my skill and knowledge within 3 years. I love to treat and I love to teach. But then, family come first.

I always think about I'm going to be if not a dentist?Well, I cannot imagine anything else other than dentistry.Bluffing Fizah..hehe.To future to-be dentist, 'play' hard and work smartly/hard. Don't take it easy, knowledge come and go in a time. Happy learning and teaching others..

Live life like worth..

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